May 15th, 2013; tumblr; AFG
I’m choking on the silence. Must’ve burnt my tongue cause life’s all too tasteless. Can’t remember the last time I wrote something for me. Not really sure I ever have. There’s always an audience in mind. It is the internet after all. It’s also pretty bad when I’m no longer compelled to laugh at my own jokes. Now I’ll have nothing to drown out everyone else’s laughter. Maybe I could use the humility. Maybe I could use a swift end.
I’m pretty sure this isn’t going to make any sense. I’m pretty sure I’ve stopped caring 15 attempts ago. I’m also pretty sure that if I use that phrase one more time in this paragraph, I’ll really put an end to it all. Facing a recession of expression and I’m stomping out what little still flutters because of it’s lack of elegance. I’m vain. Surprising for someone so largely faceless.