I won't lie toyou. Right now, and for the last couple of weeks, I've been finding it quite difficult to get through the day without wanting to die. I've gone the majority of my life, at this point, as a depression sufferer and due to constant situations or crisis I've been unable to get the help I've needed. Right now, just like so many other days, the sun begins to fall over the horizon and all I can think about it how much I hate myself. How I don't see why I even bother living on. I'm just faking my way through emotionsI'm not sure I even remember how to feel. There's noone. Never was then and never has been since.

I'm just so empty.