November 10th, 2011
It's been such a long time since my last post that I'm actually a bit ashamed. None of that is terribly important for now however. Anyway, there are quite a number of ideas floating around my head, yet none of them will be touched on just yet. It's quite odd since for the longest time it appeared as though I had lost all sense of inspiration at all. But, again, neither here/there.
I took a stroll down memory lane less than an hour ago. In this instance I'm referring to a specific feature of Facebook. Let me preface this by stating that I have a grand total of 19 friends (current as of 11 NOV 2011). That being said, at my prime I've had over a hundred. And, I know that in six months I'll have less than half that first number cinching shut any potential to reignite the path toward that second number even further.
Now, I'm not the smartest, fastest, strongest, most attractive being on this planet but I still find myself concerned with trivials such as whether such a state of outcast is truly normal past adolescence. Quite frankly I don't plan on making this into another depressive rant about how much I get sh*t on or how even in periods of indifference I find my insides eventually stumble back to tendencies of suicidal envisioning; no, I think we're long past that point were you a loyal reader and clearly at a point where that's not the drive that pushed you here as a new visitor.
To be fair, this is a "pick up." That is to say that I'm picking up this post after a day or more specially two. Maybe I'll add an identifier for the more observant of you readers. Something to designate where the new met old or just simply how bad I've gotten with this site. Speaking of which, I really need to do something with this layout. Perhaps I'll look into Dreamweaver. It hasn't really let me down in the past and it's far simpler than trying to master HTML/coding in a short span. Anyway, focus g'damnit!
Psycholosphy, Women Disrespect, Fake/Anorexic Ethnic, Spammm! Those are some of the old topics that have rattled around in my head for months without proper time to be expressed. I'll get to them. Then there's also homosexuality which is my hot button topic. I started with Transgender and the viewpoints expressed in homosexuality; f*ck that! The thoughts I will express on GAY aren't going to be any less radical. I had to change that because I don't dare challenge homosexuality. It is the topic of gay that really deserves analysis. Again, not something that will be explored here though.
There are symbols and patterns forming in this world. Alot has happened and continues to happen. I believe I've covered a good amount of things. To reiterate though, I plan to hit some oldies and newbies (topics), redesign this site in a perhaps more aesthetically pleasing manner, alienate some, possibly draw in others, and continue the legacy of the empty. Well guess that's all for now.
Oh, and for the love of all that's good and holy! I can finally grasp why people do vlogs. SO much easier to just say what you gotta say then try to write it out. It's just more convenient and quite frankly, less time consuming. Though I guess it's the price I pay for anonymity. Take care, guardians.
Listening to: Blue Sky Noise by Circa Survive